What's On My Nightstand (September 2026)

When I was a girl, September meant cooler days and nights, pulling my cold-weather clothes out of storage in the basement, and snuggling under blankets as the days slowly grew shorter. But now, as a middle-aged, perimenopausal woman, it's all about cranking down the A/C and trying to survive some of the hottest days of the summer. And I am not impressed. Which is why when, on the eve of a forecasted triple-digit day, the motor on our A/C unit died, the household gave a collective groan. Ma Ingalls might have survived summer in a covered wagon while wearing an insane number of clothing layers, but I prefer my creature comforts and not sweating to death while trying to sleep. Hot flashes are bad enough with air conditioning, let alone without it. 

In the end, the A/C was repaired, the days chilled out a bit, and I still managed to enjoy a few Pumpkin Spiced Lattes (hot) while waiting for true autumn to arrive and grace us with its presence. 

Photo by C.G. Koens onethousandpens.blogspot.com

In the meantime, I've been attempting to work through some more of my TBR stacks (both paper and ebook), and take advantage of the last couple of months of my Audible trial (one book each month for four months - conclusion: I'm still not a fan of audiobooks). I fell far short of my goal for the month (as you can see below) due to some life circumstances and the inability to focus, so I settled on a couple of very light weight books to fill the gap, neither of which I'm writing home about, but it's still better than nothing (a motto that I'm fast embracing in life).

1. Charming Artemis by Sarah M. Eden - ⭐⭐⭐ I started this series back in the spring (while looking for books for my youngest teen daughter to read - she's totally into romance at the moment, but it's hard to find stuff that's appropriate!), but I got fed up after four books of basically the same thing (longing looks, annoyance with the one person you know they're going to end up with, awkward conversations where you just want to grab them and yell, "SPIT IT OUT!!", etc.). I took a break for the summer, but after showing Seeking Persephone to three of my teens after the three-episode movie came out on Amazon, I decided to finish the book series. In short, it was a nice ending, a lighthearted little book, easy to read, enjoyable. Nothing deep, nothing noteworthy (though it is very clean), but good for when you just need a little pick-me-up story. And I have no qualms letting my younger teen daughter read it. One word of warning (if it bothers you)...I did discover that the author is LDS, though there is absolutely no religion in these stories (or the movie). {Amazon Associates Link}
2. Always Be My Pumpkin by Linda McEvoy - ⭐ Yes, you see that correctly. Just one star. The "heat" index on this was a bit high for me. I got this for free through the Kindle First Reads program, and the write up made it sound a little more tame than the reality. If sex in books doesn't bother you, then this won't be an issue for you. However...I cannot, in good conscience, recommend this if you are looking for a cozy romance (along the lines of the Lancaster family series). While those are romantic without the sex, this book offers more than a little in the closed-door bedroom department. I ended up skimming one whole section due to the more graphic details offered. Sex aside, the writing was just okay, the character development was thin, and the premise of a cozy fall festival and pumpkin spice Irish town fell short of my expectations. Turns out, I'm more of a "Miss-Read-Village-Fete" kind of fall reader. So the one-star rating is as much for me (it not being my preferred genre) as it is for the book. I'd also like to add that I've read clean books that frustrated me just as much with their characters' inability to communicate and propensity to jump to conclusions. (NOTE: It's one of the reasons I really enjoy Emma M. Lion, because of the caliber of the writing.)

That's it. Just two books. I have an audiobook, two ebooks, and a paper book all in process, but I cannot seem to focus long enough to get more than a page or two, or occasionally a chapter, read at a time. But we press on! Today's a new month. Happy October!

What's On My Nightstand (August 2026)

Around the middle of July, I had a moment where I realized that if I didn't start doing something different, nothing was going to change. I know, I know...DUH! But this time it wasn't even about losing weight or gaining muscle, it was about the fact that I had become so sedentary, I was huffing and puffing to go up and down the stairs in our house, and I could barely keep up with my family as they trekked across various Walt Disney World theme parks earlier in the summer. This, I decided, was unacceptable and something needed to change. And that something...was me. 

I saw a post on IG around the same time that said: 

• The heart attack at 50 began at 20.
• The Alzheimer's at 70 started at 40.
• The loss of independence at 80 began at 30.
• The aging you want tomorrow begins with the choices you make today.

And it really struck me. I'll be 45 this year. Halfway to 90. From here on out, I start rounding up...meaning I'm closer to 50 than I am to 40. The Hubs is already in his 50s. We have two adult kids, four teenagers, and when the next World Cup rolls around (assuming the whole world isn't boycotting it), we will be about a month shy of having five adult kids out in the world. Empty-nesting is on the horizon and I'd hate to get there and be too winded to do anything with it. 

And so I started walking. Again. Daily. Usually just laps around our driveway. I listened to audiobooks. I prayed. I enjoyed the blue sky and the rain and did my best to walk early to avoid the heat and humidity. Sometimes it was just a few laps, snatched before the day got hectic, and other times it was several audiobook chapters before I went back inside. While the kids were in Africa this summer, I pulled out the push mower and did my part to keep the lawn trimmed (and, maybe, my waist as well). I stopped saying, "I need to..." and I just started doing. Even on the days when I didn't feel like it. As of hitting "publish" on this post (scheduled to go live at 3 AM), I've successfully walked 46 days out of the last 49 days. Today will be day 47. 

Whether it's incorporating movement into your daily schedule or intentionally connecting with a friend who you've "been meaning to" get together with, it's time to stop making excuses to yourself and figure out what you can actually do to make a change. Take the stairs, park farther away from the store, text the friend, issue the invitation, put the phone down, read the book. If you don't like where you are now, you're the only one who can do anything different. Remember...what you do today will make a difference--for you, for your family, for your friends--tomorrow and next month and 20 years from you. Do something different.

Photo by C.G. Koens, onethousandpens.blogspot.com

August was not a slow month. At the end of the first week, we drove down to Florida and picked up four of our kids who had spent their summers in Madagascar and Malawi, three of whom returned to us with flu-like symptoms lasting several days and generously shared with their father. When the car pulled back into our driveway the countdown began as we had a brief window for them to see friends and family, share about their summer adventures, recover from jet lag and illness, and then pack up again for a four-hour drive north, launching daughter #2 off on her college journey. Five days later, we began our sixth official year of homeschooling the three who were left (one senior, two freshman!), chauffeuring to new jobs, building driving hours (and saving accounts) to get another licensed driver, all while working to pay the bills, going to doctor's appointments with my aging father, and opening our home for fellowship and ministry to those who are weary and in need of encouragement. God sustains. 

Reading? Oh, yeah, I did a little of that, too. 

1. The Case of the Reincarnated Client by Tarquin Hall - ⭐⭐⭐ This was not the first book I've read in this series, but it has been a number of years since I read the last one, and I remember not being favorably impressed with it. But, as I said, since it had been a number of years, when I saw this on Kindle for cheap this month, I decided to give it another try. And it was...confusing. There were a number of characters and plot lines going on, and it was a little challenging to keep them all straight (who was whose daughter and wife, who was involved in which part of which stories from the past, etc.). Although I recall enjoying the very first book in the series (The Case of the Missing Servant) and gave it four stars on Goodreads, and while I do enjoy the cultural aspect of the series being set in India, I'm not sure it's still my style. However, it's enjoyable to read a cozy mystery that's not set in a British village, and Vish Puri's Mummy-ji is an unexpectedly fun sidekick. If you decide to give this series a try, I would start with book 1, skip book 4 (The Case of the Love Commandos), and consider book #5...if you find it for cheap on Kindle (as I did). {Amazon Associates - Book #1, Book #5 - Currently $0.99 on Kindle)
2. My Beloved by Jan Karon - ⭐⭐⭐⭐ Okay, this is honestly a hard review for me. First of all, you have to understand that I absolutely love the Mitford series. It's one of the few series that I have re-read multiple times, and will go back to time and time again when life is heavy. A trip to Mitford, a stop at the Happy Endings bookstore or groceries from the Local, a visit out to Meadowgate Farm or a conversation with Uncle Billy...it's like stepping back into a simpler time and I am here for it. All of it. And I love this surprise bonus book in the Father Tim series, and I love that it centers around Christmas (a common theme in this series). I assumed we'd never get another book from Karon, and if you read her note in the end, we almost didn't. All that being said...this is a very different, more choppy, style that one is used to from her earlier books. It's not my favorite, and that makes me a little sad, but it also made me remember my mom, in the best way (she loved reading Mitford with me), and I think she would have had lots to say about the style of this one, but we still would have enjoyed reading it together and comparing notes. So...as a good friend wrote in her review of this on Goodreads...die-hard Mitford fans should definitely read this, but if you've never read Mitford...start at Book #1. {Amazon Associates - Book #1, Book #15}

And that's it. That's all I marked off my TBR list in August. But I'm still ahead of schedule, and I upped the number of books I set as my goal to read for the year, so I'm still counting it as a win. I've got a number of books in progress at the moment, and loads of books on my physical and electronic shelves, so I'm not lacking for content. I'm also attempting to finish The Calamity Club by Kathryn Stockett on my free trial of Audible. I'm on Chapter 11, and I cannot say I'm a fan so far. Everyone I've seen who has read it says to push through and it gets better, but it's a bit of a slog at the moment. Stay tuned...

What was on YOUR nightstand this month?

What book did you enjoy and what book are you pushing through?

What's On My Nightstand (July Edition)

My Instagram algorithm has been picking up on a few things about me over the last month. 

1. I have been sucked into the World Cup (specifically Scotland, Cape Verde, and Norway). 
2. I'm solidly in perimenopause and content about symptoms makes me stop scrolling.
3. Fall is coming and I'm here for all of it.
4. Despite my doomscrolling tendencies, I feel a pull toward slower traditional life.

The last one is the one I want to focus on at the moment. It's the idea that turning pages of a paper book and forcing my brain to focus on something for longer than 5-20 seconds is a good thing. The idea that doing something with my hands (this month it has been baking pies) is better than scrolling through pictures of other people doing things. Remembering that taking the time to travel and see things in person, stopping to read the content at places like Kennedy Space Center, and making an effort to (re)connect with people that we normally keep up with through texting or social media is superior to "liking" someone's post or hurrying through an experience to get the picture-perfect shot. 

I've been thinking a lot about the fact that if I live to be 84, like my mother did, I'm over halfway there. I've been considering what I've done with the first 44 years of my life, and what I might want to do with the final 40...assuming I get that many. I'm asking myself what have I wasted time on (Instagram), and what do I want to spend time on (investing in people). My mom had 84 years on this earth, which sounds like a lot when you're young, and feels like not enough when the timeline is starting to slide down instead of up. 

This month I went to the funeral of the parent of a childhood friend, someone who drove me around in their family station wagon, took me camping, and welcomed me into their home. Strangely, I was somehow more prepared for my own parent to die than I was to see the parents of my friends start to go. Maybe because I've been actively watching my parents age, whereas, in my mind, my friends' parents are all perpetually younger because I haven't seen them since they were...my age.  

I'm in the sandwich season - still raising teenagers and while simultaneously caring for aging parents and in-laws. Receiving graduation announcements and wedding invitations for the children of my friends... while also responding to funeral notices. And in the meantime, trying to figure out who I am now, and actively preparing for whatever God calls me to in the future. I don't know what's next, but I think it's safe to say it's not passively scrolling on Instagram. 

Photos by C.G. Koens, onethousandpens.blogspot.com

In the meantime...I read. Although I was sucked into the World Cup, some of the games were...less intense. That's a nice way to say "slow," right? So when some of the games were 0-0 for a solid 45 minutes to an hour, I brought a book (and booklight) and relied on the Hubs to shout when something actually got interesting. Here's what got checked off the list in July, and yes, you might notice it's a lot of cozy mysteries, but that's what the brain said it wanted, so that's what it was fed. 

1. The Great Hippopotamus Hotel by Alexander McCall Smith -⭐⭐⭐⭐ It took 25 books, but Mma Makutsi finally came through on her own this time, with a little help from her talkative fancy shoes and a willingness to admit her tendency to assume the worst of a certain person who barely made the 50% cut at the Botswana Secretarial College. As someone who has read this series almost from the original release, it was fun to see her character develop beyond flying off the handle. I was glad that McCall Smith allowed Grace to show some growing maturity and self-awareness, and also to see Mma Ramotswe as a secondary character who was able to display a softer, gentle presence in the lives of two men who have been worn down and discouraged. All in all, another lovely addition to a beloved series. {Amazon Associates Link}
2. The Unselected Journals of Emma M. Lion, Vol. 7 (Audiobook) by Beth Brower - ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Yes, I read this in April. And no, I don't normally include books that are a re-read (especially when I just read them the same year!), but I got a free trial of Amazon Music for four months, and it included four audiobooks (something I don't normally do - my mind drifts and I don't focus on the book, so I'm not an audiobook fan). Since I knew I loved the Emma series, I decided to listen to Vol. 7 again, and the narrator did a great job with voices and the like. I still prefer reading Emma M. Lion to listening to it, but if you are a fan of listening, then by all means, give this one a shot! I enjoyed it just as much the second time through. {Amazon Associates Link}
3. Rest You Merry (A Peter Shandy Mystery) by Charlotte MacLeod - ⭐⭐⭐ I'd probably give this three-and-a-half stars if I could. It's not quite to the four-star level, but it was highly enjoyable and surprising. I got it for free as part of the Amazon Prime First Reads program for the month of June (it was the bonus book for the month, which they do at times) and enjoyed it more than I was expecting. Peter Shandy is a likable enough character, a slightly reclusive New England professor, who gains a sidekick along the way in Helen Marsh (who conveniently becomes Helen Marsh Shandy by book #2). The Christmas holidays are upon them, but the holiday cheer doesn't stop murder from happening. Nothing gruesome, enjoyable characters, decent plot, fun setting (college town/campus), I'd read another one. {Amazon Associates Link}
4. Midsummer Mysteries by Agatha Christie -   ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Five stars for the book cover binding and the end papers (daisies) on this special hardcover edition, and for being a fantastic, eye-catching addition to my bookshelf. Four-and-a-half stars for the stories within, nothing new, of course, just a collection of some of Christie's classics. Some more or less favorite, but still a great selection from the master storyteller. A wonderful summer read, and also not to be confused with Midsomer Murders (the delightful BBC mystery show). {Amazon Associates Link}
5. The Mysterious Affair of Judith Potts by Robert Thorogood - ⭐⭐⭐⭐ The newest addition to "The Marlow Murder Club" series ties up a lot of loose ends. Although there were a number of plotlines happening in this book, threading themselves throughout, some with origins that started in Book #1 (like Judith's mysterious past), but, as always, Thorogood does a great job of linking them together in ways that make you say, "Ah, how did I not see that?" For example, I didn't see the killer coming at all, so that was a bit of a twist. I did feel that Judith's primary/secondary (it was hard to tell which was more important at times) plot was a bit of a stretch (i.e., the photograph and old paper, the ties to her former in-laws, etc.), but not enough to make me not enjoy the book. I don't know if the author will write another book in this series (and this one does wrap everything up nicely), but I'm here for it if he continues. {Amazon Associates Link}
6. Theo of Golden (Audiobook) by Allen Levi - ⭐⭐⭐⭐ I'm honestly still processing this one. I had several friends recommend it, and I'm not usually one to jump on the bandwagon of books that everyone says "you must read," especially when it is found on celebrity book lists. But, much like I did with the Emma M. Lion series, I was willing to give it a shot when enough people I actually knew started raving about it. And I'm glad I did. The author has created a unique and beautiful story, weaving together the lives of characters from wide and varied backgrounds, incorporating Christian ideas and beliefs (primarily through the main character, Theo), but not in a threatening or overpowering way. Levi doesn't shy away from using profanity or incorporating the harsh realities life in the stories of his characters, but he does allow many of them to be impacted by the life of one man, who knows how to see people and loves them well. The ending was...totally unexpected. I mean, it's an old man, so I was prepared for his...exit, shall we say, but the events surrounding that (both right before, during, and after) were a gut punch. You have been warned. It is...a delightful book, one that I would recommend (the audiobook was actually fantastic - love the narrator!), but also, as I started out by saying, there's a lot to process. I almost feel bereft coming to the end of it. So there's that. {Amazon Associates Link}

And there we have it. Another month down, six more books checked off the list. I've actually increased my reading goal for the year (on Goodreads) because I didn't hit the normal slump this summer that I've encountered in the past (I'm not homeschooling year-round, for one thing, and I'm not processing the recent death of a parent for another). I've also recognized that I have an obscene amount of books in my personal library that I have not yet read for myself, so it's time to get serious and start working through those stacks and shelves, bins and baskets. 

What about you? 

How's your reading motivation been this summer? 

What was your favorite read in July? 

What's On My Nightstand (June 2026)

The Hubs and I spent almost the entire month of June in Florida, visiting family, seeing friends, dropping kids off for summer trips, even taking a couple of days to do Disney. Thanks to a family friend and an affordable house, we found ourselves based out of Orlando for most of the time, with a few day trips to both coasts. Since it's been almost a decade since it was just the two of us, we looked forward to some downtime sans kids. I optimistically packed a whole bag of books, thinking of all the time I would spend lounging around, reading through the stack that I brought. 

The reality was quite different. 

During the one week of actual vacation we allowed ourselves (the rest of the time I was working - the perks of a remote contracting job), I couldn't focus on any of the books (a mixture of being mentally fatigued and physically tired), and so I allowed myself to veg out screens. We watched old TV shows, we watched the YouTube live streams from the nightly rallies where our kids were, we watched the World Cup, we rented movies from Amazon, I turned off my phone timers for Facebook and Instagram and scrolled and scrolled and scrolled. Very few physical or digital pages were turned. And here's what I realized after a week of this...

I felt icky. 

My brain was more tired than when we started. My mind was more fractured. Rather than being rested and refreshed, I found myself craving normalcy and routine. It's like when you binge-eat junk food and your body begins to crave real food (fruits, veggies, grains, meat, etc.), that's the way my brain and body were crying out for real purpose and real substance. Binge-watching television shows I grew up on (Columbo; Murder, She Wrote; Home Improvement; Walker, Texas Ranger) ended up being less exciting than I remembered them being as a kid. In fact, I kept being struck by how "soap opera-esque" they actually were. I remember loving these shows once upon a time...but what I realized this week is that I've changed. 

I found myself desiring a reset. 

With one week remaining in Florida, I got back to work. While we still spent time in the evenings watching a movie or a World Cup match, during the days I focused more on my online work (proofreading and editing). I set up the timers on my phone again to fight the urge to doomscroll. I listened to music and took the paper books I brought out of the bag and had them easily at hand for moments when I felt like turning a page rather than changing a channel. 

Figuring out that who you once were and how you once used your time is no longer who you are or how you want to use the time that you have...now that's magical. 

Photo by C.G. Koens, onethousandpens.blogspot.com

So what did I end up reading in June? The answer is not as much as I would have liked, but I took advantage of a four months free trial for Amazon Music Unlimited, which included four free audiobooks as well. I have never been a fan of audiobooks, but free is free, and as I've been in the mood to re-read Emma M. Lions (yes, already!) and I'd heard good things about the narration of the EML audiobooks, I decided to give Vol. 7 an Audible try. I'm not counting it as another read for the year, but unofficially, it's another book. In addition to that, here are the other two that I ended up finishing during the last week of the month. 

1. An Assassination on the Agenda by T.E. Kinsey - ⭐⭐⭐ I've read most of the books in this series and while I cannot say the outcome was a total surprise, I will say that I liked Lady Hardcastle and Flo getting the jump on those who assumed they would be easy to fob off because they were female. There was a delightful chemistry between the characters, as always, and it's always enjoyable when Lady Hardcastle's brother shows up. The sibling interaction never fails to be a fun addition to the stories. If you're looking for a light summer read about two British ladies (well, technically one British lady and her Welsh maid) saving the world from war (at least for another few months) and throwing the world of men into a tizzy by breaking out of their box, I recommend you give this series a try. {Amazon Associates Link}
2. Sinister Spring by Agatha Christie - ⭐⭐⭐⭐ This collection of short stories gets at least 4 stars, simply because it's Agatha Christie, and she's a standard 4-star storyteller. These are all selected stories from other books or short-story collections, so don't expect anything new, but still enjoyable. However, much like the Midwinter Murder collection, I would give this particular version five stars ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ solely based on the the binding and interior paper...visually, it's a beautiful book and a gorgeous addition to any bookshelf. I'm stoked to add this to my bookshelf and am looking forward to giving Midsummer Mysteries a go in July. {Amazon Associates Link}

Farewell June, Hello July! 

Happy Reading, everyone!

What's On My Nightstand (May 2026)

This month has been a bit of a slump in the reading department (though I'm still ahead of schedule, thanks to last month) as we prepare to graduate a child and send four kids off to the ends of the earth for the summer. I also blame Emma M. Lion. If you know, you know. Once you get started on that series, there is no casual reading, it's like a mad rush to the end, and there's no stopping it. In fact, I'm seriously considering re-reading them, that's how much I enjoyed them. If you haven't joined the Emma fan club, I must either ask you what you're waiting for, or I must warn you...I've seen rumors that there are a total of 25 books planned. We are on book #8 and it's been almost 2 years since that was released. Book #9 is scheduled to be released this year. So if you hate waiting...maybe it's best if you leave Emma to those of us for whom it is too late. We're already sucked in and invested in either Team Pierce, Team Hawkes, or Team Islington. Save yourself. 

Photo by Benjamin Cheng on Unsplash

In the meantime, after the letdown of finding, devouring, and finishing what has been written so far of Emma and The Alchemy's exploits, here's what I've managed to finish this month. I warn you, it is sad, indeed, in comparison. I remember now why I have a love/hate relationship with discovering a new book series that sucks me in so quickly...the book hangover is real. 

1. The Saint Mary's Cipher by Anna Elliott and Charles Veley - ⭐⭐⭐ My complaint with many of the books in the "Homefront Sleuths" series is that the authors get in a phrase or word rut and then kill it with overuse. Two books ago, more women had "hair severely pulled back" than you could shake a stick at! For this book, their word of choice was "prickled." Things "prickled" at the back of throats, skin and senses "prickled," and so on. To the point that I started laughing when I got to another use of the word. People...get yourselves a good copy editor!! Apart from that, the story wasn't bad. Sending Evie and Nigel to France was a twist, though that felt like a side story that wasn't, perhaps, quite needed or finalized. The woman they rescued, in the end, had very little to do with the story. And some of the assumptions made by Harry and Co. were a little obviously obtuse. It's not a bad little series, but it is losing its attraction a bit with each book, sadly. The first couple of books held so much promise. {Amazon Associates Link}
2. The Beast of Littleton Woods by T.E. Kinsey - ⭐⭐⭐ I've read this series for a while now, and I honestly don't mind them as fun little mysteries, but I'd have to say that this was one of my least favorite so far. I suppose it's to be expected...I mean, how many murders can you explain away in such a small village (a fact that the author even included in the plot)? The exotic animals were a twist, though the villains were not much of a surprise (saw one of them coming a mile away). It would have been nice for it all to wrap up with knowing what happened to the animals, or perhaps with Daisy keeping the "giant rat" as a bar pet...but such is life. The writing is still good, the plot was just a little thin this time. But, it was included on Kindle Unlimited, so I won't complain too loudly. {Amazon Associates Link}

And that's it. Just the two completed last month. I have two more in process, but neither of them made the cut for May, sadly. However, I'm still ahead of schedule, and with plans to be away from home at times this summer, I'm hoping that I'll not get into the summer reading slump that I experienced last year. Only time will tell. But I've also reached the point that as long as I'm reading something every day, I'm satisfied. How about you? What's your book 📚 status for May?

What's on My Nightstand (April 2026)

At this point last year, my mom had finally been diagnosed with stage 4 cancer (of uncertain origin) and we were scrambling to figure out how long she had left (as it turns out, she had about six weeks) and how to make the most of our time together. From last Easter celebrations to early Mother's Day memories before the cancer really took her down, one year ago I was in no brain space to read. I would sit in waiting rooms, holding a book or staring at the Kindle on my phone, but my brain couldn't process words on a page. I would read and re-read the same page, only to close the cover or exit the app and just stare into space. 

Fast-forward twelve months and I've managed to knock out over 60% of my reading goal for the entire year in the first four months. What a difference a year makes. While my dad continues to age and we discuss what (if anything) we need to do to help him more during this season, it's not taking the mental toll that watching my mom waste away from cancer did. And for that, I am grateful. Reading continues to be my happy place, my way to step back from the stresses of aging parents, almost-adult teens, college paperwork, and so much more. I am grateful for the opportunity sneak moments throughout the day to read a few pages or move forward a couple of percentage points in an ebook before the world, once again, reclaims my attention. Here's to reading more.

I continued utilizing my three-month Kindle Unlimited trial ($0.99) and reading all the ebooks (which, honestly, are not my favorite form of literature, I honestly do prefer a paper book, but needs must!). This included finishing the entire Emma M. Lion journal series (at least, up to the most recent book), and now I would love to get my hands on the paperback versions of those for my physical shelves. So good! 

Books #1-7 of the month...don't ask, just read them. It's like a mix of Jane Austen, P.G. Wodehouse, and the Guernsey Literary and Potato Peel Pie Society all rolled into one delightful story, written in journal entries from the point of view of one Emma M. Lion, so far covering the years of 1883 and 1884. It struck a chord with me as it reminded me, in many ways, of my own unique friend group in my teen years (younger me...plus a handful of older college guys, all of them, but one, dear as brothers, and one who became much more). May there be more to come, because these were so incredibly easy to read...it took me less than a week to start and finish seven books, and I laughed out loud, repeatedly. {Amazon Associates Link}

1. The Unselected Journals of Emma M. Lion: Vol 2 by Beth Brower - ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Love. Read in a day. Highly recommend.
2. The Unselected Journals of Emma M. Lion: Vol 3 by Beth Brower - ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Love more. Also read in a day. Actually, stunned by how much I'm enjoying this series. 
3. The Unselected Journals of Emma M. Lion: Vol 4 by Beth Brower - ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Loved even more. Hard to believe they just keep getting better.
4. The Unselected Journals of Emma M. Lion: Vol 5 by Beth Brower - ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Sad to think I'm already half-way through the series. This is a must read. 
5. The Unselected Journals of Emma M. Lion: Vol 6 by Beth Brower - ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Loving the growth in the various relationships and looking forward to seeing where this is going.
6. The Unselected Journals of Emma M. Lion: Vol 7 by Beth Brower - ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Yes, but how can there only be one more book! This is killing me. Also...read it in a day.
7. The Unselected Journals of Emma M. Lion: Vol 8 by Beth Brower - ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Not sure how I'm going to wait for book #9 to come out, and no idea where the author is going with this. The real question at this point (especially if you've read them): are you Team Pierce, Team Duke, or Team Hawkes? I started out favoring one, but I think I've slowly changed as the series has continued. I'll let you guess which one I'm favoring now... 
8. At Home by Bill Bryson - ⭐⭐⭐ Having read several of Bryson's other books and thoroughly enjoying them, this one was...confusing. Perhaps it was because I was expecting something entirely different based on the title of the book and the premise. When I saw that it went through the history of each room, I had a different idea in mind than where we ended up. There were times when we would get to the end of a room and the story we ended on was so far out of the context of the room that I closed the book, unsure of how we got there. I might have enjoyed it more if the title was, "Random Oddities and Other Strange Tales from History." The book gets three stars because it felt disjointed to me. If I took my preconceived ideas out of it and just rated the writing, I'd probably give it four stars. {Amazon Associates Link}
9. The Other Bennet Sister by Janice Hadlow - ⭐⭐⭐⭐ I am not, in general, a fan of "fan fiction," but this was well done. Poor Mary, so overlooked and sad in Austen's original work (Pride and Prejudice), really blossoms in this story. To observe her begin to learn things about herself, to make mistakes and recover, rings true to life. This was one of my favorite passages, because it resonated with how I have often felt about myself in life: “But good things don’t need to be showy or gaudy, you know. Sometimes the very best stuff can seem quite plain, until one examines it closely. It is only then that one sees its true quality.” As a bonus, this book is currently available through Kindle Unlimited (if you have a subscription). I'm making the most of my $0.99 three-month trial! Side Note: If the BBC version (coming to BritBox on May 6!) maintains even half of the book, I think it will be a delightful addition to the Austen film genre. {Amazon Associates Link}

If I'm being technical, I finished the last 13% of the final book on the morning of May 1st, but since the majority of it was read in April, I'm still counting it for the month. That puts me up to 28 books total for the year and 15 books ahead of schedule, which is good, since summer usually tend to be my slower time for reading (for various reasons). This month has been primarily full of thoroughly enjoyable reads, nothing too deep, however, but it kept the pace going and sometimes that's all I'm looking for. 

There are seasons of reading, and when life events keep the brain constantly in "on" mode and the calendar so full, reading doesn't need to be another task to wade through. So if you're afraid of looking silly by the things you read but you still want to read, cut yourself some slack and read what keeps you interested. There will be a season for the deeper stuff, too. 

What was on your nightstand (or Kindle) in April?

And if you've read Emma M. Lions...which team are you on??

What's On My Nightstand (March Edition)

I don't know if you're like me or not, but I have stacks and stacks of really great books just begging to be read, but there are seasons of life when my brain just cannot process the good stuff. Just like my taste buds at times crave sweet snacks or a bag of my local fast food fries, there are times when my brain revolts and simply wants the "junk food" of books. Stories that have a happy ending and plots that don't take up any brain space or require any "heavy lifting" in the thinking department. March has been just such a month for me. 

I made it to March 7th and hadn't finished any of the non-fiction books I've been slowly working my way through, and then I found a series I wanted to try out before letting one of my younger teens read, and I ended up reading three books in three days. Not my proudest additions to my Goodreads "Read" shelf, I must admit (much like when I used to count calories and had to add the exact number of peanut butter cups I'd eaten that day...), but I keep telling myself that reading something is better than reading nothing at all. I think. 🤔

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Consider these the M&Ms of the electronic book world. It got even worse when I finally caved and did the $0.99-for-3-Months trial of Kindle Unlimited, which not only had this series on it, but so many like it. Consider that fair warning that I have no idea what's going to be on this monthly book roll from now until early June, but it may not be the finest literature list you've come across on the internet. However, my reviews will continue to be honest, so there is that! 

NOTE: The first two on this list received three stars - NOT because I think they're worthy of three stars, but because, for what they are (lower-level, Old West, Christian romance novels), they're not written by AI and they're clean enough for me to let my younger teen daughter read. The third one was just a two-star, even by the standards I'm using, and by #4, we were down another star. Sorry Ms. Rawlings.

1. Tomorrow's First Light by Naomi Rawlings - ⭐⭐⭐ I'm always on the lookout for books that will grab the interest of my teen girls, without getting graphic. I saw this one on Amazon and decided to give it a try before trying it on my girls. It was a very quick read, enough of a plot to keep it interesting, with a lot of unique characters. A few repetitive phrases, and definitely NOT deep literature, but clean and enough simple romance to charm the teen girls in my household. {Amazon Associates Link}
2. Tomorrow's Shining Dream by Naomi Rawlings - ⭐⭐⭐ If you grew up reading Janette Oke (Love Comes Softly) or Michael Phillips (the Corrie Belle Hollister series), the first two books in the "Texas Promise Series" have been reminiscent of those. A little cheesy, a little too much drama about feelings, a few Bible verses thrown in for good measure, but...clean. With enough stolen glances, brushing of hands, and almost kisses to thrill the heart of a teenage girl (which is why I'm reading these before my girls do). {Amazon Associates Link}
3. Tomorrow's Constant Hope by Naomi Rawlings - ⭐⭐ Not much more I can say about this that hasn't already been covered in the previous two reviews, but here's the gist: man sends for a mail-order bride, they enter into a loveless marriage of convenience, unencumbered by physical attraction (for a few days), he discovers her secret past, decides to protect her (while swearing all the while he will never love again after his first wife died in childbirth - a fact that is stated ad nauseam), they inevitably fall in love but each holds back from telling the other because of their original agreement to have a platonic marriage. Conflict and danger are a given, a touch of drama, and the inevitable happy ending, complete with tender caress and gentle kiss. My youngest teenager would love it.
4. Tomorrow's Steadfast Prayer by Naomi Rawlings - ⭐ These are getting more and more cringy, thus the one star. One reason is that I don't like drama, and I don't enjoy a lot of tense moments, and this one had a lot of rustlers, almost getting caught, and sneaking around. I also don't enjoy stories where you just want to shake the characters and tell them to just say it, or stop making assumptions. Basically, this is not my kind of series, but I'm pushing through to the final book (thanks to Kindle Unlimited!) for the sake of a kid who might want to read them (though I'm leaning towards no at this point... they're clean, yes, but annoying). There are a lot of good (or better) books in this world, no reason to encourage junk food, right?
5. Tomorrow's Lasting Joy by Naomi Rawlings - ⭐⭐ Good heavens, I'm glad to be done with this series. I think I'm the only person on Goodreads giving these books 1-2 stars, but in addition to there being discrepancies (Cain "running his hand through his hair" after he had been shaved, for one), it was just a lot of locations, several new characters being thrown around without much explanation or resolution, and a lot more killing and violence in this one (enough that it knocks the series out of the running for my youngest gal). And although nothing is described in detail, rape is implied, and there are some pretty grizzly deaths in this one.
6. The Unselected Journals of Emma M. Lion: Vol 1 by Beth Brower - ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ This was such an unexpected delight after some real downers. Written from the viewpoint of the personal diary of Miss Lion, my expectations were low, though I had seen a number of positive reviews on Goodreads from friends who have read the series and raved about it. However, one never knows (different tastes and all). But, at least with book #1, they were correct. Utterly delightful, enough sarcasm to keep this INTJ entertained, and plenty of storyline hanging out there to suck me into Book #2. Would recommend! Bonus, it's available for free on Kindle Unlimited if you have access to that! {Amazon Associates Link}
7. Why Should I Be the First To Change? by Nancy Missler - ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ I laughed out loud while reading this book because it was totally relatable. This absolutely aligned with my own experience of learning how to love God, which requires total surrender of self. God's Word teaches us the "secret sauce" (Deut. 6 & Matt. 22) to "love the Lord your God with all your heart, soul, and mind," which leads us to the second greatest commandment (Lev. 19 & Mk. 12) to "love your neighbor as yourself." Learn what it means to love God...it will change everything. This short book is simply Nancy's story of how that happened for her and what changed. It could just as easily be mine...with personal details changed. It can be yours as well. If you want to read her story, this is an older book, but the truths within are still relevant because God's truths never go out of date. Out of print, but available on Kindle for $5.95. {Amazon Associates Link}
8. The Unselected Journals of Emma M. Lion: Vol 2 by Beth Brower - ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Another winner! I am utterly sucked into this series. And, so far, no AI writing in sight. Hallelujah. Delightful character development, fantastic plots, all told through the unique view of Emma's diary. The perfect spring series! Read it. {Amazon Associates Link}

Even though five of my March books ended up being a disappointment, the fact that I still managed to read eight books this month makes me happy. That puts me at the half-way point for my reading goal this year (40 books), and I'd love to think that I'll continue in this pattern and make it to 40 by the halfway point of the year...but if 2025 taught me anything, it's that life happens. Which is why I'm reading while the sun shines! 

If I were going to recommend one series so far this year, it would be, hands-down, The Unselected Journals of Emma M. Lion. What a hoot! Loving the tone of the writer and the ways that the stories unfold. Reminds me a tad bit of The Guernsey Literary and Potato Peel Pie Society, but with more sarcasm. They have really been the best spring read (and all the hype from reviews on Goodreads and from friends wasn't wrong!). 

What's on your nightstand (or Kindle) at the moment? 

What's On My Nightstand (February Edition)

So here's something I don't love as a reader: finding a new series and getting sucked in, only to have the writing go downhill after a few books. I think we might see this more and more as authors start to rely on AI a little too much (yes, I, too, just heard Dickens, Austen, Christie, and a plethora of past writers roll over in their respective graves). I've had two series now that started strong and then lost steam around book three or four. Because of the stronger starts, I continued to push through until I just couldn't take it anymore. From repetitive phrases to ever weakening plots, eventually you wear out your audience. 

And yes, I recognize that the very authors I referenced earlier (Charlie, Jane, and Agatha) could also be accused of being stuck in a rut (oh look, a poor urchin, hungry, in a dirty city, or yet another woman of no fortune who happens to find a love match with a wealthy gentleman, or oh my goodness, another murder in a small village or foreign location?!), and yet, for a variety of reasons, their works stands the test of time. ChatGPT has not advanced to the stage of providing the depth of human emotion that we find in Ebeneezer Scrooge, or the complicated character of little Fanny Price, or the mustachioed confidence of Hercule Poirot. Rather, they were dreamed up, developed, and eventually saved, loved, or (in the case of poor Poirot) killed off, totally evolved out of the minds and imaginations of creatives who understood the necessity of relatable humanity in their characters, which is something that a soulless AI writing aid cannot give. 

I believe it is also why the series I read recently started strong, but then fell off. My theory is that the authors had good ideas, and they wrote without pressure. But then when the ideas took off, the push for more stories, faster, cause them to lose their creativity and rely on technology to help them churn out tales a little too quickly. The end result was that, in addition to losing their creative juices, they also lose readers who would be willing to wait longer between books if it meant having something worth reading. I am no indiscriminate novel reader. The mere trash of the common circulating library I hold in the highest contempt. ~ Jane Austen

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On that note, here's what I read in Feburary. As you can see, there are decidedly fewer books than January (which is why when I do get into a reading binge I just go with it, because at least I haven't fallen behind schedule this way), and they are both in the category of, "Please stop using AI to help you write." I have several other books in progress at the moment, but didn't manage to complete any of them before the month's end. However, I'm still reading something every day, so I'll take that!

1. Loving Lieutenant Lancaster by Sarah Eden - ⭐⭐ In short: repetitive and predictable. I loved the unpredictable nature of the author's writing in Book #1. Book #2 was still different enough to make it enjoyable. By book #3 the plot was obvious and the ending inevitable. The only difference in Book #4 is that it's Linus Lancaster, rather than one of his sisters, whose time it is to quickly fall in love. But when the books are centered around romances, it's not really a surprise for predictability to come into play. And while I still appreciate the purity of the relationships (nothing more than stolen glances, hand holding, and towards the end, a light kiss), it just feels more and more like the books I would have wanted to read in junior high. After four books I've grown weary of love at first sight or infatuation in two weeks. I'll probably read book #5, just to close out the series, and I'll add this caveat: if these were cheaply available in paper format, I would definitely let my younger teenagers read them. {Amazon Associates Link}
   
2. The Valentine Cipher by Anna Elliott and Charles Veley - ⭐⭐⭐ Honestly, more like a 3.5 star, and a decided improvement on the previous book in the series. There were still some repetitive phrases and women with "hair pulled back into severe buns," but overall, it was slightly less Nancy Drew-esque, and who did it wasn't immediately obvious. However, I'm pretty sure Merriweather was British army, and they put him in an American uniform, and towards the end, bad guys were coming out of the woodwork. 😏 It might have been a little excessive. Plus, for Pete's sake, please don't have Nigel or Evie get kidnapped in the next one!! That plot line is getting a little old now. This was one of those "final chance" books before I wrote the series off, and it passed well enough that I'll give the next book a try when it's released. A basic, semi-cozy mystery. {Amazon Associates Link}

What are your feelings about authors who use AI to help them write? Yea or nay? 

What's On My Nightstand (January)

January is the month of restarts. Refocusing on our goals (simple or complex), refocusing on our health, refocusing on what we want to change by the time December rolls around again. Our houses get a refresh as we remove all the tinsel and trappings and put away the sparkle for the next eleven months. Our Instagram feeds are full of inspiration and ways to renovate ourselves this year, with a healthy dose of "cozy" vibes to keep us firmly in winter mode. It's easy to think that January is the only month that this can take place, and while it's true that it comes most naturally this time of year, I like to look at each day in the same way most of us look at the first of January. Every day is a new opportunity to try something new, made a different choice, eat better, move more, gripe less, and learn from yesterday's mistakes. So whether you stuck with all of your goals for the last 31 days or not, remember: tomorrow is another new start and it's never too late! 

My Simple Goal list included reading 24 books this year. As I said then, I would love to push that to 36 or 48 or even my original 2025 goal of 60, but we're going to start small and work up and if we go beyond that, I'll give myself an overachieving high five. January was a pretty strong start (as it usually is - winter being my best time for reading), and here are the books I checked off my list over the last 31 days...

1. Your Guide to Not Getting Murdered in a Quaint English Village by Maureen Johnson & Jay Cooper - ⭐⭐⭐⭐ This was on my wish list for a while, and then (without knowing it was one my wish list) a friend gave it to me for my birthday last month and I absolutely loved it. Yes, I still just gave it four stars (because, come on, five star books need to really be five stars!), but for a little graphic/short paragraph book, this was pretty fantastic. I wasn't actually sure what to expect, but from page one I found myself snorting. If you've read any Agatha Christie mysteries or other similar British murder series, you'll recognize many of the seemingly innocent yet surprisingly sinister characters and locations, bound to be full of murderous intentions (beware all village fêtes, for example, and stay away from the church bell tower!). If you, or someone you know well, love a cozy British murder, this should definitely be on your list for next year's stocking (along with a cute bookmark - another friend gave me a tea bag bookmark, similar to this one, which you could actually make with scraps!). {Amazon Associates Link}
2. From a Far and Lovely Country by Alexander McCall Smith - ⭐⭐⭐⭐ I always love a trip to Botswana to visit Mma Ramotswe. The stories are simple and yet, surprisingly, complex, involving regular life and common troubles that makes the characters relatable, even if you've never left your mid-west hometown. In this particular book I was getting a little concerned at how he was going to wrap up all the loose threads of the story. And even though McCall Smith waited until the very last chapter to wrap up every story line...he did so, beautifully, as always. When the world appears to grow more insane by the day, I encourage you to take a trip over to Zebra Lane or make a stop at the No. 1 Ladies' Detective Agency and have a cup of red bush tea with Mma Ramotswe and Mma Makutsi. Always a pleasure. {Amazon Associates Link}
3. Let the Biscuits Burn by Abby Kuykendall - ⭐⭐⭐⭐ If I were just viewing this through the lens of what I got out of it, I would give it two stars and say that it offered nothing earth shattering (hospitality was a normal thing in my family). However, if you're new to it this is a good starting point because we are all called to "practice hospitality," not just those who have the gift of it. Kuykendall offers real life examples of how she first practiced hospitality as a single woman, and now as a relative newlywed and new mom. This is also where she lost me a bit because I chuckled over her being "so busy," but the things she shares are still valid and good, food for thought and encouraging to those who didn't grow up in a hospitality-rich environment. In a world where opening your home to others is a lost art...people are just happy to be invited. Personal Note: Making people feel at home in your house follows learning how to love the Lord your God with all your heart, soul, and mind, because only then you will learn how to love your neighbor as yourself...and your door should begin to open because all you're really doing is loving your neighbor. {Amazon Associates Link}
4. The Missing Pets Mystery by Rachel Ward ⭐⭐ I actually have this as a set of five books for Kindle, but each one is a full book (and can be purchased separately), so even though Kindle will mark it as having read one book, I'm counting it as five. Now that that's out of the way, here's the nitty gritty: This was a definite improvement from the first book (in no way was it clean, mind you, still f-bombs and innuendo, but at least no graphic sex scenes this time), and it feels like the author is settling in a bit. However, it is a reality stretch because how many mysteries can a supermarket employee be involved with that involve the same supermarket staff? Although, to be fair, I guess it's no different than the number of murders per capita in Cabot Cove, Maine, where Jessica Fletcher lived (Murder, She Wrote). Here's the only thing you really need to know: Would I recommend the series? No, I still would not. That hasn't changed from Book 1. I'm only continuing on because I already own Books 1-5 (the $2.99 special for all five). Had Book 2 taken after Book 1, I would have shut it down. Even so, my recommendation is: Pass.
5. Steve McQueen: The Salvation of an American Icon by Greg Laurie & Marshall Terrill ⭐⭐⭐ In the introduction, Laurie says he's never written fiction before, clarifying that the "fiction" part of this story is his road trip in his classic car, though not saying whether he actually met up with the people he talked to about McQueen (getting there by plane and rental car instead of an epic road trip) or if he used the phone or if it was all research from his co-author. He said the road trip itself was a "literary story-telling device," but he could have done without it and I wouldn't have been left guessing what was fact and what was fiction. That aside, as much as I appreciated how Laurie intertwined his life story and its similarities with McQueen's formative years...there were times when his own self-importance-through-survival rubbed me the wrong way. Is this about Steve McQueen or Greg Laurie? Did both Laurie and McQueen have difficult childhoods? Yes. Did God save them both? Yes. Although, on that count, we didn't get there until the very end of the book (just as McQueen didn't get there until the end of his life). Laurie does a decent job wrapping it up in the closing chapters, and because this was one of the last books (if not the last) that my mom read before she died, I am willing to say it's an okay book (and one that spoke to her during her own final weeks battling cancer). Even though it wasn't a favorite book of mine, it could be an encouraging read for others, as it was for my mom.{Amazon Associates Link}
6. Seeking Persephone by Sarah M. Eden ⭐⭐⭐⭐ I read this in a day, practically in one sitting! Such a sweet story, with a total lack of impropriety, unnecessary crassness, foul language, uncomfortable bedroom scenes, or anything else that makes so many other books these days something that I am totally uncomfortable handing my teenage girls. But this is like taking Beauty and the Beast and mixing it up with Jane Austen (but with some hand holding, a couple of marital kisses, and some longing looks). My only complaint is that it's only on Kindle, but at least there are several books in the series. I also saw a trailer for a movie they are making from the book (done with a kickstarter compaign) which I'm looking forward to seeing whenever it's finally released (this year, according to their website). {Amazon Associates Link}
7. Courting Miss Lancaster by Sarah M. Eden ⭐⭐⭐⭐ This is a really lovely follow-up to book #1 (Seeking Persephone). Although the plot line and inevitable ending were obvious from page 1, that didn't stop me from enjoying the book or the progression of Miss Lancaster's relationship with a certain family friend. Sweet, clean, and the ultimate happy ending for all. My biggest complaint about this series is that it's Kindle-only, and I would love to have these books in paperback for my girls (who don't do ebooks), but otherwise, a really lovely set of sweet, innocent romance stories (something I'm not typically a fan of, so this has come as a bit of a surprise). {Amazon Associates Link}
8. Midwinter Murder: Fireside Mysteries from the Queen of Crime by Agatha Christie ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ I think I was around 13 or 14-years-old when I first picked up an Agatha Christie mystery (I believe it might have been Murder on the Orient Express), and I was hooked. It's been a few years since I have re-read any of her detective stories (though I did read her autobiography in October 2024), but I love Christie's writing. I love her short stories (though not as much as I love her longer tales). But mostly, I adored the cover and interior of this (Hardcover from the UK) book (absolutely beautiful - my copy is pictured above). If you want the beautiful cover, you have to cough up for the hardback, because the U.S. paperback just isn't the same. My one complaint was that there wasn't necessarily a winter theme to all of the stories, but that's not enough to make me give it less than 5 stars. Perfect January read. ❄️ {Amazon Associates Link}
   
9. Romancing Daphne by Sarah M. Eden ⭐⭐⭐ So far, this has been my least favorite of the series, but it was still enjoyable and I read it in a day. While the first two books received four stars from me, this one, however, was just a three star. For one thing, there were some inconsistencies (like Adam's clear threat not to physically touch Daphne, and yet it was ignored almost immediately), and the ending with the Lancaster's father wasn't tied up. However, it was still delightful to see another sister married off, and I look forward to giving the next book in the series a go. {Amazon Associates Link}
10. Out to Canaan (Mitford #4) by Jan Karon ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ I have lost track of the number of times I have read through this series, but it never gets old. The perfect cozy series for hard times, crazy seasons, dark winters, or just because. Father Tim seems to get better with each reading, mostly because as I age I begin to understand him more. I can see things in his character that I couldn't understand before, ways of looking at the world and at people, feelings that resonate as they just didn't when I was 20 years younger. And yet, there's something for everyone in this story and series, and I cannot recommend them highly enough. I'm quite excited that she's coming out with a final book in the series and look forward to getting my hands on it later this year! {Amazon Associates Link}

One month in, ten books finishes. I'm quite pleased with that start! We'll see what February holds, but I've been working to develop some habits that will hopefully help me to continue to making reading a priority in 2026. In the mean time, hit me up with the best book you read in January! 

Happy Reading!

Year's End (December Reads and Favorite Books)

Twenty twenty-five was one of the best years -- and one of the most challenging -- of my forty-four years of life. Goal setting in January didn't include walking with my mom through six short weeks of cancer and death, and yet I wouldn't have it any other way. Caring for her was one of the greatest privileges of my life, and the gift of losing my mom when she still remembered me (unlike her mom, who didn't know any of us when she passed away in her 90's) is something I can genuinely give thanks for. Watching my dad figure out life without his sweetheart of 64 years has been incredibly heart-wrenching, but also given me moments of pride (along the same lines of how I feel as I watch my 21-year old figure out her life). From giving Mom's eulogy on a balmy June evening to sending three of my teenagers overseas for the summer the following morning, God's goodness was manifest to me. Whether saying an earthly farewell to my mom or a temporary goodbye to my kids, I can say with certainty that the Lord is good, His mercies are new every morning, and His faithfulness is, indeed, great.

So many of my goals for the year changed when we found out Mom wasn't long for this world. Originally I had planned to read five books a month -- and was on track to do so -- but when Mom got sick, all ability to read went out the window. Even though I had a lot of time on my hands as I sat in waiting rooms or sat with her, my brain was unable to focus on words. After she passed and I was down to one kid in the house for the summer, I thought I would be able to catch up. Instead, I often found myself sitting in stillness, sometimes crying, as I processed everything that had taken place over the previous months, still unable to pick up a book. By August I realized I needed to revise my goal from 60 books to a mere 36. Life happened. And along with embracing the goodness of God, I also began to embrace contentment. Contentment in the seasons. Contentment in the goals. Contentment in doing what I could and letting go of the rest because, in the end, it really didn't matter as much as I thought it did in January. 

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Even though I had to lower my 2025 reading goal, a few days before the end of the year I still managed to tick that goal box and discovered a rather enjoyable series towards the end of the year. Below you can see both my reviews of what I read in December, as well as my top five books/series of 2025. 

1. The Murders at Clarion Castle by Anna Elliott and Charles Veley - ⭐⭐⭐⭐ Overall, I would say that this one was more intense than previous books in the series, it definitely kept my heart rate a little elevated (though I never thought any of the gang would die... it's too Nancy Drew-esque for that!). Evie's realization that {SPOILER} someone she thought long dead was, in fact, not, was not a surprise (saw that one coming from a couple of books ago), however, it didn't dim my enjoyment of the story. The way each of the characters are growing and becoming more confident and working together is enjoyable, and even though I would call this one less "cozy mystery" and more action, it was still a good addition to the series. Four stars. {Amazon Associates Link}
2. The Harvest Festival Murders by Anna Elliott and Charles Veley - ⭐⭐ The authors have been cranking out these books and you can really tell with this one. Lots of loose, dangling ends and the main plot kept getting run over by all the half-finished side stories. Just as Katherine is preparing to unload her story about Greta (the German Land Army girl who disappears from the story and wasn't central to anything!) with Harry and Nigel, the next chapter opens with her standing in the village hall being fitted for a wedding dress. Um, how did we get here? What happened to Greta? One moment Evie is sneaking around a suspicious Spitfire crash site with a gun in her hand, but an hour later she's back at the hospital and kicking herself for not being armed. And if one more woman's hair was described as "Pulled back severely" in a bun, or one more "scared face" with "darting eyes" showed up in the story, I was going to scream. I'm all about getting more books out, but don't sacrifice the editorial portions of the writing. This definitely needed some help and made it far less enjoyable than previous stories in the series. {Amazon Associates Link}
3. The Scrooge Conspiracy by Anna Elliott and Charles Veley - ⭐⭐ I would probably give this one 2.5 stars, but it really needs a good line edit. This series started out strong, and don't get me wrong, I'm still enjoying it, but there are more and more redundancies and explanations of things we already know (that last bit is what makes it feel like a Nancy Drew). I also noticed more loose ends or quickly tied up ends (for example, Lyle's quick summary of what happened with the villain of the story and the leader of the Black Briers). The writing feels rushed (they're cranking out a new book every 2 months or so!), and they fall back on a lot of cliches. All the style critiques aside...it was fun to read this one at Christmas and enjoy the twist of the play (even though the hyper focus on the oil was a bit much for something that was then quickly explained). I'll keep reading, because they're clean and they're fun, and when I just want an easy, mindless read, this absolutely fits the bill and keeps me reading, but I'm still a bit disappointed that rather than getting better (as they did in the earlier books), they've settled into quick writing and pumping them out (a la Nancy Drew and the Hardy Boys). {Amazon Associates Link}

Top 5 of 2025

1. The Homefront Sleuth's Mysteries* by father/daughter duo Anna Elliott and Charles Veley - If you are looking for a clean, British, historical mystery/spy/murder story, give this series a try. Aside from editing issues, I really don't have many complaints about any of the books I've read in it. Think Nancy Drew meets Miss Marple. 
2. Born Survivors by Wendy Holden - Absolutely incredible story of life and death and hope within the confines of Nazi concentration camps. This is history we should never forget or we will end up repeating it. Highly recommend.
3. Rocket Men by Robert Kurson - The story of the Apollo 8 crew, their mission, their personal lives, and their dedication to the mission many didn't think would (or should) happen, but ended up being key to helping the U.S. win the moon race. If you're at all interested in the NASA Apollo program, this is a must read. 
4. The Hawthorne and Horowitz series by Anthony Horowitz - I made my way through several of these books early on in the year and was surprised by how much I enjoyed them and even the quirky writing style. Relatively clean, interesting characters, I felt that the books continued to improve, so if you tried one and weren't a fan, try again.
5. The Thursday Murder Club series by Richard Osman - Loved the first three in this series (a total surprise), but he almost lost me on book #4. There were aspects of the story I loved (and made me bawl, honestly), and parts that I really felt we could have done without. However, he redeemed himself in book #5 and I will definitely give book #6 a try when it comes out.

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Just as I did in 2024, I'm implementing a book buying freeze (unless I have free ebook credits or other credits) for 2026 as I have collected a substantial amount of TBR stacks again this year (and received more for my birthday and Christmas - no complaints!!!) and it's time to make a dent in the pile. #BookwormProblems And I'm aiming for that 60 book goal again, but holding it loosely, because you just never know what's around the next corner of life, right? Here's to a 2026 that is full of joy, laughter, growth, and, as always, lots of good books!

What's on your TBR list for 2026?

October Bookworm Update

I always start these posts at the first of the month and update them as life happens along the way. Heading into October, I wasn't really sure what to expect from the next 31 days. I knew my calendar was beyond busy with life events, but if my mom's quick illness and death taught me anything, it's that life can change in the blink of an eye. Although nothing dramatic happened in our immediate family, we did have some pretty serious things happen to several of our friends, once again reminding me to never put off until tomorrow what I should be doing today. Time is fleeting.

Earlier this month my sisters came back to our hometown for the weekend, and we spent some time going through our mother's clothing and jewelry and craft items. What I thought would be a day of tears and wishing Mom was here ended up being a day of laughter and remembering all the ways Mom made us feel loved and cared for. It was another positive memory associated with not only my sisters, but also my mom. Even in her passing she is still making us smile and remember the ways that she poured into the lives of others through her baking, her crafting, and her love of the holidays. As we prepare to head into our first major holiday season without her around, it's been good to remember all the years she loved us so well and made everything special. And it's a legacy we are all attempting to carry on.

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The month started off a bit rough in the reading department. I did finish the first two books fairly quickly, but neither of them were up to snuff, and both were a letdown. However, for the second year in a row I have unintentionally/intentionally focused on cozy murder/mystery books in October, and since I had several in my Kindle lineup that I suspected would be better, things turned around once I headed back into safer waters (authors I already knew I enjoyed). And even though I ended the month with a bust (and in a big way!), you never know unless you try, right?

1.  The Mudflats Murder Club by Brian Thiem - ⭐⭐ Advertised as the perfect book for anyone who loved The Thursday Murder Club (TMC) or Only Murders in the Building (OMITB), it actually caught my attention because the title itself seemed suspiciously similar to TMC, but I was willing to give it a shot anyway as the Kindle version was cheap that day. Bottom line: it was an okay "who-done-it" written by a first-time author. However, the relationship between the two primary characters felt really forced, cheesy, and expected, and I could have done without that. As a fan of both TMC and OMITB, I'd have to strongly disagree that this is at the same level as those. It truly felt like a cheap copy of both. Especial the Thursday Murder Club. Add to that the "swinging" aspect of the story (nothing blatant or obscene, but there, nevertheless), I'd put this solidly in the cheap knock-off beach-read category, and I don't plan to read the next one in the series. {Amazon Associates Link - just in case like cheap beach read mysteries!)
2. The Missing Checkout Girl Mystery (Supermarket Mysteries Book 1) by Rachel Ward - ⭐ I would have given this two stars, because the premise of the book had promise, and because I was surprised by who actually did the crime, but it received one star due to content. It was written to be realistic (I recognize that), but the f-bomb usage and sexual content was just too much for me. This came as part of a set on Kindle (Books 1-5 in the Supermarket Mysteries series) that they were selling all five for $2.99 (that should have been a clue), so since I already have them all, I may give Book 2 a try and see if the author settled in a bit with her writing, but as of right now, I would NOT recommend this book or series. 
3. The Impossible Fortune (Thursday Murder Club #5) by Richard Osman - ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ I don't know that this is actually a five star book, probably closer to a four, but I was so darn happy to read a book I enjoyed so much after a 2-star and a 1-star book that I slapped five stars on this puppy and called it good! And a definite improvement over book #4. I didn't cry reading through this book like I did through the last one (let's be real, that was just rough, made all the rougher since I was in the middle of losing my mom at the time). Another bonus, no frustrating woke bits. Just the gang back together, Elizabeth figuring out life after Stephen's death (which also hit close to home for me in this season). I honestly loved the sideline of the Ritchie family, the addition of Tia, and Connie's surprise role. All in all, a delightful, easy read, and highly recommended. Perfect cozy fall mystery. Five stars. {Amazon Associates Link}
4. The Blackout Murders (Book #1) by Anna Elliott & Charles Veley - ⭐⭐⭐⭐ In the same way that book #3 of the month was probably more like a four-star book, in all honesty, this is probably more like 3.5 stars, but the premise (murder in a small village during WWII) was intriguing, the characters show promise, and the language is clean. Think the Miss Read books (small English village) meets...Foyle's War. Nothing too gruesome, plenty of tea and scones, a historical setting, a varied set of individuals each with their own stories (and hardships)...all in all, a delightful surprise and one worth trying for yourself (if you enjoy cozy mysteries, British tea rooms, and unlikely civilian sleuths). It was published in 2024, but there are already seven books in the series, so I'm looking forward to trying book #2 (and book #1 is just $2.99 on Kindle if you want to give it a whirl or FREE if you have Kindle Unlimited). {Amazon Associates Link}
5. Murder on the Marlow Belle by Robert Thorogood - ⭐⭐⭐⭐ I'll just start this by saying that this isn't my favorite of the Marlow Murder Club series. Book #1 was probably my favorite, but overall I prefer Thorogood's Murder in the Caribbean series, upon which the BBC show by the same name is based. However, this book was still an enjoyable weekend read, the murderer wasn't blatantly obvious, I appreciated how Judith and Co. attempted to not make life difficult for Tanika at the police station, and yet they still investigated. And the ending...well, it certainly was a cliff hanger! But if you're looking for a easy-read murder mystery without all the foul language and extra gore, you can't go wrong with this series. I'm rounding up to four stars, but much like the Blackout Murders, realistically, it's probably 3.5. {Amazon Associates Link}
6. The Cornish Village Murder (Nosey Parker #2) by Fiona Leitch - ⭐ Last month I read the first book in this series and gave it two stars. I was hoping that the author would find her groove between books 1 and 2, but instead of getting better, it got worse and she lost a star! I simply cannot can't get past the raging teenage hormones of the 40-something main character, Jodie. This book focuses on her THREE (count them, one, two three) crushes, including one married(!!!), which I simply couldn't get past (especially when the author decided to throw in there that Jodie's ex-husband had also been married when they met!). The "flutters" and "tingles" and make-out sessions felt like the primary purpose of the story, with the murder being a distant second. It read more like a cheap romance novel with some light detection, mixed with random kitchen baking scenes. I just don't like the main character and the writing is sloppy, which is unfortunate, since I still have more books in the series on my Kindle. I would NOT recommend this book or series. 

Six books in October...one book ahead of schedule again, which, after a long, dry summer, I'll take. I've started book #7, but I don't foresee it being read in a day, so that will have to go in the first of November's list. In the meantime, the weather has turned chilly, we're enjoying lots of rain and wind, the trees are finally turning and the leaves are dropping...which means (for me) it's the perfect season to curl up with a good (or mediocre!) book, and work my way through a pot of tea. Cozy up and join me!

What are you reading? 

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