What's On My Nightstand (August 2026)

Around the middle of July, I had a moment where I realized that if I didn't start doing something different, nothing was going to change. I know, I know...DUH! But this time it wasn't even about losing weight or gaining muscle, it was about the fact that I had become so sedentary, I was huffing and puffing to go up and down the stairs in our house, and I could barely keep up with my family as they trekked across various Walt Disney World theme parks earlier in the summer. This, I decided, was unacceptable and something needed to change. And that something...was me. 

I saw a post on IG around the same time that said: 

• The heart attack at 50 began at 20.
• The Alzheimer's at 70 started at 40.
• The loss of independence at 80 began at 30.
• The aging you want tomorrow begins with the choices you make today.

And it really struck me. I'll be 45 this year. Halfway to 90. From here on out, I start rounding up...meaning I'm closer to 50 than I am to 40. The Hubs is already in his 50s. We have two adult kids, four teenagers, and when the next World Cup rolls around (assuming the whole world isn't boycotting it), we will be about a month shy of having five adult kids out in the world. Empty-nesting is on the horizon and I'd hate to get there and be too winded to do anything with it. 

And so I started walking. Again. Daily. Usually just laps around our driveway. I listened to audiobooks. I prayed. I enjoyed the blue sky and the rain and did my best to walk early to avoid the heat and humidity. Sometimes it was just a few laps, snatched before the day got hectic, and other times it was several audiobook chapters before I went back inside. While the kids were in Africa this summer, I pulled out the push mower and did my part to keep the lawn trimmed (and, maybe, my waist as well). I stopped saying, "I need to..." and I just started doing. Even on the days when I didn't feel like it. As of hitting "publish" on this post (scheduled to go live at 3 AM), I've successfully walked 46 days out of the last 49 days. Today will be day 47. 

Whether it's incorporating movement into your daily schedule or intentionally connecting with a friend who you've "been meaning to" get together with, it's time to stop making excuses to yourself and figure out what you can actually do to make a change. Take the stairs, park farther away from the store, text the friend, issue the invitation, put the phone down, read the book. If you don't like where you are now, you're the only one who can do anything different. Remember...what you do today will make a difference--for you, for your family, for your friends--tomorrow and next month and 20 years from you. Do something different.

Photo by C.G. Koens, onethousandpens.blogspot.com

August was not a slow month. At the end of the first week, we drove down to Florida and picked up four of our kids who had spent their summers in Madagascar and Malawi, three of whom returned to us with flu-like symptoms lasting several days and generously shared with their father. When the car pulled back into our driveway the countdown began as we had a brief window for them to see friends and family, share about their summer adventures, recover from jet lag and illness, and then pack up again for a four-hour drive north, launching daughter #2 off on her college journey. Five days later, we began our sixth official year of homeschooling the three who were left (one senior, two freshman!), chauffeuring to new jobs, building driving hours (and saving accounts) to get another licensed driver, all while working to pay the bills, going to doctor's appointments with my aging father, and opening our home for fellowship and ministry to those who are weary and in need of encouragement. God sustains. 

Reading? Oh, yeah, I did a little of that, too. 

1. The Case of the Reincarnated Client by Tarquin Hall - ⭐⭐⭐ This was not the first book I've read in this series, but it has been a number of years since I read the last one, and I remember not being favorably impressed with it. But, as I said, since it had been a number of years, when I saw this on Kindle for cheap this month, I decided to give it another try. And it was...confusing. There were a number of characters and plot lines going on, and it was a little challenging to keep them all straight (who was whose daughter and wife, who was involved in which part of which stories from the past, etc.). Although I recall enjoying the very first book in the series (The Case of the Missing Servant) and gave it four stars on Goodreads, and while I do enjoy the cultural aspect of the series being set in India, I'm not sure it's still my style. However, it's enjoyable to read a cozy mystery that's not set in a British village, and Vish Puri's Mummy-ji is an unexpectedly fun sidekick. If you decide to give this series a try, I would start with book 1, skip book 4 (The Case of the Love Commandos), and consider book #5...if you find it for cheap on Kindle (as I did). {Amazon Associates - Book #1, Book #5 - Currently $0.99 on Kindle)
2. My Beloved by Jan Karon - ⭐⭐⭐⭐ Okay, this is honestly a hard review for me. First of all, you have to understand that I absolutely love the Mitford series. It's one of the few series that I have re-read multiple times, and will go back to time and time again when life is heavy. A trip to Mitford, a stop at the Happy Endings bookstore or groceries from the Local, a visit out to Meadowgate Farm or a conversation with Uncle Billy...it's like stepping back into a simpler time and I am here for it. All of it. And I love this surprise bonus book in the Father Tim series, and I love that it centers around Christmas (a common theme in this series). I assumed we'd never get another book from Karon, and if you read her note in the end, we almost didn't. All that being said...this is a very different, more choppy, style that one is used to from her earlier books. It's not my favorite, and that makes me a little sad, but it also made me remember my mom, in the best way (she loved reading Mitford with me), and I think she would have had lots to say about the style of this one, but we still would have enjoyed reading it together and comparing notes. So...as a good friend wrote in her review of this on Goodreads...die-hard Mitford fans should definitely read this, but if you've never read Mitford...start at Book #1. {Amazon Associates - Book #1, Book #15}

And that's it. That's all I marked off my TBR list in August. But I'm still ahead of schedule, and I upped the number of books I set as my goal to read for the year, so I'm still counting it as a win. I've got a number of books in progress at the moment, and loads of books on my physical and electronic shelves, so I'm not lacking for content. I'm also attempting to finish The Calamity Club by Kathryn Stockett on my free trial of Audible. I'm on Chapter 11, and I cannot say I'm a fan so far. Everyone I've seen who has read it says to push through and it gets better, but it's a bit of a slog at the moment. Stay tuned...

What was on YOUR nightstand this month?

What book did you enjoy and what book are you pushing through?

What's On My Nightstand (July Edition)

My Instagram algorithm has been picking up on a few things about me over the last month. 

1. I have been sucked into the World Cup (specifically Scotland, Cape Verde, and Norway). 
2. I'm solidly in perimenopause and content about symptoms makes me stop scrolling.
3. Fall is coming and I'm here for all of it.
4. Despite my doomscrolling tendencies, I feel a pull toward slower traditional life.

The last one is the one I want to focus on at the moment. It's the idea that turning pages of a paper book and forcing my brain to focus on something for longer than 5-20 seconds is a good thing. The idea that doing something with my hands (this month it has been baking pies) is better than scrolling through pictures of other people doing things. Remembering that taking the time to travel and see things in person, stopping to read the content at places like Kennedy Space Center, and making an effort to (re)connect with people that we normally keep up with through texting or social media is superior to "liking" someone's post or hurrying through an experience to get the picture-perfect shot. 

I've been thinking a lot about the fact that if I live to be 84, like my mother did, I'm over halfway there. I've been considering what I've done with the first 44 years of my life, and what I might want to do with the final 40...assuming I get that many. I'm asking myself what have I wasted time on (Instagram), and what do I want to spend time on (investing in people). My mom had 84 years on this earth, which sounds like a lot when you're young, and feels like not enough when the timeline is starting to slide down instead of up. 

This month I went to the funeral of the parent of a childhood friend, someone who drove me around in their family station wagon, took me camping, and welcomed me into their home. Strangely, I was somehow more prepared for my own parent to die than I was to see the parents of my friends start to go. Maybe because I've been actively watching my parents age, whereas, in my mind, my friends' parents are all perpetually younger because I haven't seen them since they were...my age.  

I'm in the sandwich season - still raising teenagers and while simultaneously caring for aging parents and in-laws. Receiving graduation announcements and wedding invitations for the children of my friends... while also responding to funeral notices. And in the meantime, trying to figure out who I am now, and actively preparing for whatever God calls me to in the future. I don't know what's next, but I think it's safe to say it's not passively scrolling on Instagram. 

Photos by C.G. Koens, onethousandpens.blogspot.com

In the meantime...I read. Although I was sucked into the World Cup, some of the games were...less intense. That's a nice way to say "slow," right? So when some of the games were 0-0 for a solid 45 minutes to an hour, I brought a book (and booklight) and relied on the Hubs to shout when something actually got interesting. Here's what got checked off the list in July, and yes, you might notice it's a lot of cozy mysteries, but that's what the brain said it wanted, so that's what it was fed. 

1. The Great Hippopotamus Hotel by Alexander McCall Smith -⭐⭐⭐⭐ It took 25 books, but Mma Makutsi finally came through on her own this time, with a little help from her talkative fancy shoes and a willingness to admit her tendency to assume the worst of a certain person who barely made the 50% cut at the Botswana Secretarial College. As someone who has read this series almost from the original release, it was fun to see her character develop beyond flying off the handle. I was glad that McCall Smith allowed Grace to show some growing maturity and self-awareness, and also to see Mma Ramotswe as a secondary character who was able to display a softer, gentle presence in the lives of two men who have been worn down and discouraged. All in all, another lovely addition to a beloved series. {Amazon Associates Link}
2. The Unselected Journals of Emma M. Lion, Vol. 7 (Audiobook) by Beth Brower - ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Yes, I read this in April. And no, I don't normally include books that are a re-read (especially when I just read them the same year!), but I got a free trial of Amazon Music for four months, and it included four audiobooks (something I don't normally do - my mind drifts and I don't focus on the book, so I'm not an audiobook fan). Since I knew I loved the Emma series, I decided to listen to Vol. 7 again, and the narrator did a great job with voices and the like. I still prefer reading Emma M. Lion to listening to it, but if you are a fan of listening, then by all means, give this one a shot! I enjoyed it just as much the second time through. {Amazon Associates Link}
3. Rest You Merry (A Peter Shandy Mystery) by Charlotte MacLeod - ⭐⭐⭐ I'd probably give this three-and-a-half stars if I could. It's not quite to the four-star level, but it was highly enjoyable and surprising. I got it for free as part of the Amazon Prime First Reads program for the month of June (it was the bonus book for the month, which they do at times) and enjoyed it more than I was expecting. Peter Shandy is a likable enough character, a slightly reclusive New England professor, who gains a sidekick along the way in Helen Marsh (who conveniently becomes Helen Marsh Shandy by book #2). The Christmas holidays are upon them, but the holiday cheer doesn't stop murder from happening. Nothing gruesome, enjoyable characters, decent plot, fun setting (college town/campus), I'd read another one. {Amazon Associates Link}
4. Midsummer Mysteries by Agatha Christie -   ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Five stars for the book cover binding and the end papers (daisies) on this special hardcover edition, and for being a fantastic, eye-catching addition to my bookshelf. Four-and-a-half stars for the stories within, nothing new, of course, just a collection of some of Christie's classics. Some more or less favorite, but still a great selection from the master storyteller. A wonderful summer read, and also not to be confused with Midsomer Murders (the delightful BBC mystery show). {Amazon Associates Link}
5. The Mysterious Affair of Judith Potts by Robert Thorogood - ⭐⭐⭐⭐ The newest addition to "The Marlow Murder Club" series ties up a lot of loose ends. Although there were a number of plotlines happening in this book, threading themselves throughout, some with origins that started in Book #1 (like Judith's mysterious past), but, as always, Thorogood does a great job of linking them together in ways that make you say, "Ah, how did I not see that?" For example, I didn't see the killer coming at all, so that was a bit of a twist. I did feel that Judith's primary/secondary (it was hard to tell which was more important at times) plot was a bit of a stretch (i.e., the photograph and old paper, the ties to her former in-laws, etc.), but not enough to make me not enjoy the book. I don't know if the author will write another book in this series (and this one does wrap everything up nicely), but I'm here for it if he continues. {Amazon Associates Link}
6. Theo of Golden (Audiobook) by Allen Levi - ⭐⭐⭐⭐ I'm honestly still processing this one. I had several friends recommend it, and I'm not usually one to jump on the bandwagon of books that everyone says "you must read," especially when it is found on celebrity book lists. But, much like I did with the Emma M. Lion series, I was willing to give it a shot when enough people I actually knew started raving about it. And I'm glad I did. The author has created a unique and beautiful story, weaving together the lives of characters from wide and varied backgrounds, incorporating Christian ideas and beliefs (primarily through the main character, Theo), but not in a threatening or overpowering way. Levi doesn't shy away from using profanity or incorporating the harsh realities life in the stories of his characters, but he does allow many of them to be impacted by the life of one man, who knows how to see people and loves them well. The ending was...totally unexpected. I mean, it's an old man, so I was prepared for his...exit, shall we say, but the events surrounding that (both right before, during, and after) were a gut punch. You have been warned. It is...a delightful book, one that I would recommend (the audiobook was actually fantastic - love the narrator!), but also, as I started out by saying, there's a lot to process. I almost feel bereft coming to the end of it. So there's that. {Amazon Associates Link}

And there we have it. Another month down, six more books checked off the list. I've actually increased my reading goal for the year (on Goodreads) because I didn't hit the normal slump this summer that I've encountered in the past (I'm not homeschooling year-round, for one thing, and I'm not processing the recent death of a parent for another). I've also recognized that I have an obscene amount of books in my personal library that I have not yet read for myself, so it's time to get serious and start working through those stacks and shelves, bins and baskets. 

What about you? 

How's your reading motivation been this summer? 

What was your favorite read in July? 

What's On My Nightstand (June 2026)

The Hubs and I spent almost the entire month of June in Florida, visiting family, seeing friends, dropping kids off for summer trips, even taking a couple of days to do Disney. Thanks to a family friend and an affordable house, we found ourselves based out of Orlando for most of the time, with a few day trips to both coasts. Since it's been almost a decade since it was just the two of us, we looked forward to some downtime sans kids. I optimistically packed a whole bag of books, thinking of all the time I would spend lounging around, reading through the stack that I brought. 

The reality was quite different. 

During the one week of actual vacation we allowed ourselves (the rest of the time I was working - the perks of a remote contracting job), I couldn't focus on any of the books (a mixture of being mentally fatigued and physically tired), and so I allowed myself to veg out screens. We watched old TV shows, we watched the YouTube live streams from the nightly rallies where our kids were, we watched the World Cup, we rented movies from Amazon, I turned off my phone timers for Facebook and Instagram and scrolled and scrolled and scrolled. Very few physical or digital pages were turned. And here's what I realized after a week of this...

I felt icky. 

My brain was more tired than when we started. My mind was more fractured. Rather than being rested and refreshed, I found myself craving normalcy and routine. It's like when you binge-eat junk food and your body begins to crave real food (fruits, veggies, grains, meat, etc.), that's the way my brain and body were crying out for real purpose and real substance. Binge-watching television shows I grew up on (Columbo; Murder, She Wrote; Home Improvement; Walker, Texas Ranger) ended up being less exciting than I remembered them being as a kid. In fact, I kept being struck by how "soap opera-esque" they actually were. I remember loving these shows once upon a time...but what I realized this week is that I've changed. 

I found myself desiring a reset. 

With one week remaining in Florida, I got back to work. While we still spent time in the evenings watching a movie or a World Cup match, during the days I focused more on my online work (proofreading and editing). I set up the timers on my phone again to fight the urge to doomscroll. I listened to music and took the paper books I brought out of the bag and had them easily at hand for moments when I felt like turning a page rather than changing a channel. 

Figuring out that who you once were and how you once used your time is no longer who you are or how you want to use the time that you have...now that's magical. 

Photo by C.G. Koens, onethousandpens.blogspot.com

So what did I end up reading in June? The answer is not as much as I would have liked, but I took advantage of a four months free trial for Amazon Music Unlimited, which included four free audiobooks as well. I have never been a fan of audiobooks, but free is free, and as I've been in the mood to re-read Emma M. Lions (yes, already!) and I'd heard good things about the narration of the EML audiobooks, I decided to give Vol. 7 an Audible try. I'm not counting it as another read for the year, but unofficially, it's another book. In addition to that, here are the other two that I ended up finishing during the last week of the month. 

1. An Assassination on the Agenda by T.E. Kinsey - ⭐⭐⭐ I've read most of the books in this series and while I cannot say the outcome was a total surprise, I will say that I liked Lady Hardcastle and Flo getting the jump on those who assumed they would be easy to fob off because they were female. There was a delightful chemistry between the characters, as always, and it's always enjoyable when Lady Hardcastle's brother shows up. The sibling interaction never fails to be a fun addition to the stories. If you're looking for a light summer read about two British ladies (well, technically one British lady and her Welsh maid) saving the world from war (at least for another few months) and throwing the world of men into a tizzy by breaking out of their box, I recommend you give this series a try. {Amazon Associates Link}
2. Sinister Spring by Agatha Christie - ⭐⭐⭐⭐ This collection of short stories gets at least 4 stars, simply because it's Agatha Christie, and she's a standard 4-star storyteller. These are all selected stories from other books or short-story collections, so don't expect anything new, but still enjoyable. However, much like the Midwinter Murder collection, I would give this particular version five stars ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ solely based on the the binding and interior paper...visually, it's a beautiful book and a gorgeous addition to any bookshelf. I'm stoked to add this to my bookshelf and am looking forward to giving Midsummer Mysteries a go in July. {Amazon Associates Link}

Farewell June, Hello July! 

Happy Reading, everyone!

What's On My Nightstand (May 2026)

This month has been a bit of a slump in the reading department (though I'm still ahead of schedule, thanks to last month) as we prepare to graduate a child and send four kids off to the ends of the earth for the summer. I also blame Emma M. Lion. If you know, you know. Once you get started on that series, there is no casual reading, it's like a mad rush to the end, and there's no stopping it. In fact, I'm seriously considering re-reading them, that's how much I enjoyed them. If you haven't joined the Emma fan club, I must either ask you what you're waiting for, or I must warn you...I've seen rumors that there are a total of 25 books planned. We are on book #8 and it's been almost 2 years since that was released. Book #9 is scheduled to be released this year. So if you hate waiting...maybe it's best if you leave Emma to those of us for whom it is too late. We're already sucked in and invested in either Team Pierce, Team Hawkes, or Team Islington. Save yourself. 

Photo by Benjamin Cheng on Unsplash

In the meantime, after the letdown of finding, devouring, and finishing what has been written so far of Emma and The Alchemy's exploits, here's what I've managed to finish this month. I warn you, it is sad, indeed, in comparison. I remember now why I have a love/hate relationship with discovering a new book series that sucks me in so quickly...the book hangover is real. 

1. The Saint Mary's Cipher by Anna Elliott and Charles Veley - ⭐⭐⭐ My complaint with many of the books in the "Homefront Sleuths" series is that the authors get in a phrase or word rut and then kill it with overuse. Two books ago, more women had "hair severely pulled back" than you could shake a stick at! For this book, their word of choice was "prickled." Things "prickled" at the back of throats, skin and senses "prickled," and so on. To the point that I started laughing when I got to another use of the word. People...get yourselves a good copy editor!! Apart from that, the story wasn't bad. Sending Evie and Nigel to France was a twist, though that felt like a side story that wasn't, perhaps, quite needed or finalized. The woman they rescued, in the end, had very little to do with the story. And some of the assumptions made by Harry and Co. were a little obviously obtuse. It's not a bad little series, but it is losing its attraction a bit with each book, sadly. The first couple of books held so much promise. {Amazon Associates Link}
2. The Beast of Littleton Woods by T.E. Kinsey - ⭐⭐⭐ I've read this series for a while now, and I honestly don't mind them as fun little mysteries, but I'd have to say that this was one of my least favorite so far. I suppose it's to be expected...I mean, how many murders can you explain away in such a small village (a fact that the author even included in the plot)? The exotic animals were a twist, though the villains were not much of a surprise (saw one of them coming a mile away). It would have been nice for it all to wrap up with knowing what happened to the animals, or perhaps with Daisy keeping the "giant rat" as a bar pet...but such is life. The writing is still good, the plot was just a little thin this time. But, it was included on Kindle Unlimited, so I won't complain too loudly. {Amazon Associates Link}

And that's it. Just the two completed last month. I have two more in process, but neither of them made the cut for May, sadly. However, I'm still ahead of schedule, and with plans to be away from home at times this summer, I'm hoping that I'll not get into the summer reading slump that I experienced last year. Only time will tell. But I've also reached the point that as long as I'm reading something every day, I'm satisfied. How about you? What's your book 📚 status for May?

What's on My Nightstand (April 2026)

At this point last year, my mom had finally been diagnosed with stage 4 cancer (of uncertain origin) and we were scrambling to figure out how long she had left (as it turns out, she had about six weeks) and how to make the most of our time together. From last Easter celebrations to early Mother's Day memories before the cancer really took her down, one year ago I was in no brain space to read. I would sit in waiting rooms, holding a book or staring at the Kindle on my phone, but my brain couldn't process words on a page. I would read and re-read the same page, only to close the cover or exit the app and just stare into space. 

Fast-forward twelve months and I've managed to knock out over 60% of my reading goal for the entire year in the first four months. What a difference a year makes. While my dad continues to age and we discuss what (if anything) we need to do to help him more during this season, it's not taking the mental toll that watching my mom waste away from cancer did. And for that, I am grateful. Reading continues to be my happy place, my way to step back from the stresses of aging parents, almost-adult teens, college paperwork, and so much more. I am grateful for the opportunity sneak moments throughout the day to read a few pages or move forward a couple of percentage points in an ebook before the world, once again, reclaims my attention. Here's to reading more.

I continued utilizing my three-month Kindle Unlimited trial ($0.99) and reading all the ebooks (which, honestly, are not my favorite form of literature, I honestly do prefer a paper book, but needs must!). This included finishing the entire Emma M. Lion journal series (at least, up to the most recent book), and now I would love to get my hands on the paperback versions of those for my physical shelves. So good! 

Books #1-7 of the month...don't ask, just read them. It's like a mix of Jane Austen, P.G. Wodehouse, and the Guernsey Literary and Potato Peel Pie Society all rolled into one delightful story, written in journal entries from the point of view of one Emma M. Lion, so far covering the years of 1883 and 1884. It struck a chord with me as it reminded me, in many ways, of my own unique friend group in my teen years (younger me...plus a handful of older college guys, all of them, but one, dear as brothers, and one who became much more). May there be more to come, because these were so incredibly easy to read...it took me less than a week to start and finish seven books, and I laughed out loud, repeatedly. {Amazon Associates Link}

1. The Unselected Journals of Emma M. Lion: Vol 2 by Beth Brower - ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Love. Read in a day. Highly recommend.
2. The Unselected Journals of Emma M. Lion: Vol 3 by Beth Brower - ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Love more. Also read in a day. Actually, stunned by how much I'm enjoying this series. 
3. The Unselected Journals of Emma M. Lion: Vol 4 by Beth Brower - ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Loved even more. Hard to believe they just keep getting better.
4. The Unselected Journals of Emma M. Lion: Vol 5 by Beth Brower - ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Sad to think I'm already half-way through the series. This is a must read. 
5. The Unselected Journals of Emma M. Lion: Vol 6 by Beth Brower - ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Loving the growth in the various relationships and looking forward to seeing where this is going.
6. The Unselected Journals of Emma M. Lion: Vol 7 by Beth Brower - ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Yes, but how can there only be one more book! This is killing me. Also...read it in a day.
7. The Unselected Journals of Emma M. Lion: Vol 8 by Beth Brower - ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Not sure how I'm going to wait for book #9 to come out, and no idea where the author is going with this. The real question at this point (especially if you've read them): are you Team Pierce, Team Duke, or Team Hawkes? I started out favoring one, but I think I've slowly changed as the series has continued. I'll let you guess which one I'm favoring now... 
8. At Home by Bill Bryson - ⭐⭐⭐ Having read several of Bryson's other books and thoroughly enjoying them, this one was...confusing. Perhaps it was because I was expecting something entirely different based on the title of the book and the premise. When I saw that it went through the history of each room, I had a different idea in mind than where we ended up. There were times when we would get to the end of a room and the story we ended on was so far out of the context of the room that I closed the book, unsure of how we got there. I might have enjoyed it more if the title was, "Random Oddities and Other Strange Tales from History." The book gets three stars because it felt disjointed to me. If I took my preconceived ideas out of it and just rated the writing, I'd probably give it four stars. {Amazon Associates Link}
9. The Other Bennet Sister by Janice Hadlow - ⭐⭐⭐⭐ I am not, in general, a fan of "fan fiction," but this was well done. Poor Mary, so overlooked and sad in Austen's original work (Pride and Prejudice), really blossoms in this story. To observe her begin to learn things about herself, to make mistakes and recover, rings true to life. This was one of my favorite passages, because it resonated with how I have often felt about myself in life: “But good things don’t need to be showy or gaudy, you know. Sometimes the very best stuff can seem quite plain, until one examines it closely. It is only then that one sees its true quality.” As a bonus, this book is currently available through Kindle Unlimited (if you have a subscription). I'm making the most of my $0.99 three-month trial! Side Note: If the BBC version (coming to BritBox on May 6!) maintains even half of the book, I think it will be a delightful addition to the Austen film genre. {Amazon Associates Link}

If I'm being technical, I finished the last 13% of the final book on the morning of May 1st, but since the majority of it was read in April, I'm still counting it for the month. That puts me up to 28 books total for the year and 15 books ahead of schedule, which is good, since summer usually tend to be my slower time for reading (for various reasons). This month has been primarily full of thoroughly enjoyable reads, nothing too deep, however, but it kept the pace going and sometimes that's all I'm looking for. 

There are seasons of reading, and when life events keep the brain constantly in "on" mode and the calendar so full, reading doesn't need to be another task to wade through. So if you're afraid of looking silly by the things you read but you still want to read, cut yourself some slack and read what keeps you interested. There will be a season for the deeper stuff, too. 

What was on your nightstand (or Kindle) in April?

And if you've read Emma M. Lions...which team are you on??

What's On My Nightstand (March Edition)

I don't know if you're like me or not, but I have stacks and stacks of really great books just begging to be read, but there are seasons of life when my brain just cannot process the good stuff. Just like my taste buds at times crave sweet snacks or a bag of my local fast food fries, there are times when my brain revolts and simply wants the "junk food" of books. Stories that have a happy ending and plots that don't take up any brain space or require any "heavy lifting" in the thinking department. March has been just such a month for me. 

I made it to March 7th and hadn't finished any of the non-fiction books I've been slowly working my way through, and then I found a series I wanted to try out before letting one of my younger teens read, and I ended up reading three books in three days. Not my proudest additions to my Goodreads "Read" shelf, I must admit (much like when I used to count calories and had to add the exact number of peanut butter cups I'd eaten that day...), but I keep telling myself that reading something is better than reading nothing at all. I think. 🤔

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Consider these the M&Ms of the electronic book world. It got even worse when I finally caved and did the $0.99-for-3-Months trial of Kindle Unlimited, which not only had this series on it, but so many like it. Consider that fair warning that I have no idea what's going to be on this monthly book roll from now until early June, but it may not be the finest literature list you've come across on the internet. However, my reviews will continue to be honest, so there is that! 

NOTE: The first two on this list received three stars - NOT because I think they're worthy of three stars, but because, for what they are (lower-level, Old West, Christian romance novels), they're not written by AI and they're clean enough for me to let my younger teen daughter read. The third one was just a two-star, even by the standards I'm using, and by #4, we were down another star. Sorry Ms. Rawlings.

1. Tomorrow's First Light by Naomi Rawlings - ⭐⭐⭐ I'm always on the lookout for books that will grab the interest of my teen girls, without getting graphic. I saw this one on Amazon and decided to give it a try before trying it on my girls. It was a very quick read, enough of a plot to keep it interesting, with a lot of unique characters. A few repetitive phrases, and definitely NOT deep literature, but clean and enough simple romance to charm the teen girls in my household. {Amazon Associates Link}
2. Tomorrow's Shining Dream by Naomi Rawlings - ⭐⭐⭐ If you grew up reading Janette Oke (Love Comes Softly) or Michael Phillips (the Corrie Belle Hollister series), the first two books in the "Texas Promise Series" have been reminiscent of those. A little cheesy, a little too much drama about feelings, a few Bible verses thrown in for good measure, but...clean. With enough stolen glances, brushing of hands, and almost kisses to thrill the heart of a teenage girl (which is why I'm reading these before my girls do). {Amazon Associates Link}
3. Tomorrow's Constant Hope by Naomi Rawlings - ⭐⭐ Not much more I can say about this that hasn't already been covered in the previous two reviews, but here's the gist: man sends for a mail-order bride, they enter into a loveless marriage of convenience, unencumbered by physical attraction (for a few days), he discovers her secret past, decides to protect her (while swearing all the while he will never love again after his first wife died in childbirth - a fact that is stated ad nauseam), they inevitably fall in love but each holds back from telling the other because of their original agreement to have a platonic marriage. Conflict and danger are a given, a touch of drama, and the inevitable happy ending, complete with tender caress and gentle kiss. My youngest teenager would love it.
4. Tomorrow's Steadfast Prayer by Naomi Rawlings - ⭐ These are getting more and more cringy, thus the one star. One reason is that I don't like drama, and I don't enjoy a lot of tense moments, and this one had a lot of rustlers, almost getting caught, and sneaking around. I also don't enjoy stories where you just want to shake the characters and tell them to just say it, or stop making assumptions. Basically, this is not my kind of series, but I'm pushing through to the final book (thanks to Kindle Unlimited!) for the sake of a kid who might want to read them (though I'm leaning towards no at this point... they're clean, yes, but annoying). There are a lot of good (or better) books in this world, no reason to encourage junk food, right?
5. Tomorrow's Lasting Joy by Naomi Rawlings - ⭐⭐ Good heavens, I'm glad to be done with this series. I think I'm the only person on Goodreads giving these books 1-2 stars, but in addition to there being discrepancies (Cain "running his hand through his hair" after he had been shaved, for one), it was just a lot of locations, several new characters being thrown around without much explanation or resolution, and a lot more killing and violence in this one (enough that it knocks the series out of the running for my youngest gal). And although nothing is described in detail, rape is implied, and there are some pretty grizzly deaths in this one.
6. The Unselected Journals of Emma M. Lion: Vol 1 by Beth Brower - ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ This was such an unexpected delight after some real downers. Written from the viewpoint of the personal diary of Miss Lion, my expectations were low, though I had seen a number of positive reviews on Goodreads from friends who have read the series and raved about it. However, one never knows (different tastes and all). But, at least with book #1, they were correct. Utterly delightful, enough sarcasm to keep this INTJ entertained, and plenty of storyline hanging out there to suck me into Book #2. Would recommend! Bonus, it's available for free on Kindle Unlimited if you have access to that! {Amazon Associates Link}
7. Why Should I Be the First To Change? by Nancy Missler - ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ I laughed out loud while reading this book because it was totally relatable. This absolutely aligned with my own experience of learning how to love God, which requires total surrender of self. God's Word teaches us the "secret sauce" (Deut. 6 & Matt. 22) to "love the Lord your God with all your heart, soul, and mind," which leads us to the second greatest commandment (Lev. 19 & Mk. 12) to "love your neighbor as yourself." Learn what it means to love God...it will change everything. This short book is simply Nancy's story of how that happened for her and what changed. It could just as easily be mine...with personal details changed. It can be yours as well. If you want to read her story, this is an older book, but the truths within are still relevant because God's truths never go out of date. Out of print, but available on Kindle for $5.95. {Amazon Associates Link}
8. The Unselected Journals of Emma M. Lion: Vol 2 by Beth Brower - ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Another winner! I am utterly sucked into this series. And, so far, no AI writing in sight. Hallelujah. Delightful character development, fantastic plots, all told through the unique view of Emma's diary. The perfect spring series! Read it. {Amazon Associates Link}

Even though five of my March books ended up being a disappointment, the fact that I still managed to read eight books this month makes me happy. That puts me at the half-way point for my reading goal this year (40 books), and I'd love to think that I'll continue in this pattern and make it to 40 by the halfway point of the year...but if 2025 taught me anything, it's that life happens. Which is why I'm reading while the sun shines! 

If I were going to recommend one series so far this year, it would be, hands-down, The Unselected Journals of Emma M. Lion. What a hoot! Loving the tone of the writer and the ways that the stories unfold. Reminds me a tad bit of The Guernsey Literary and Potato Peel Pie Society, but with more sarcasm. They have really been the best spring read (and all the hype from reviews on Goodreads and from friends wasn't wrong!). 

What's on your nightstand (or Kindle) at the moment? 

What's On My Nightstand (February Edition)

So here's something I don't love as a reader: finding a new series and getting sucked in, only to have the writing go downhill after a few books. I think we might see this more and more as authors start to rely on AI a little too much (yes, I, too, just heard Dickens, Austen, Christie, and a plethora of past writers roll over in their respective graves). I've had two series now that started strong and then lost steam around book three or four. Because of the stronger starts, I continued to push through until I just couldn't take it anymore. From repetitive phrases to ever weakening plots, eventually you wear out your audience. 

And yes, I recognize that the very authors I referenced earlier (Charlie, Jane, and Agatha) could also be accused of being stuck in a rut (oh look, a poor urchin, hungry, in a dirty city, or yet another woman of no fortune who happens to find a love match with a wealthy gentleman, or oh my goodness, another murder in a small village or foreign location?!), and yet, for a variety of reasons, their works stands the test of time. ChatGPT has not advanced to the stage of providing the depth of human emotion that we find in Ebeneezer Scrooge, or the complicated character of little Fanny Price, or the mustachioed confidence of Hercule Poirot. Rather, they were dreamed up, developed, and eventually saved, loved, or (in the case of poor Poirot) killed off, totally evolved out of the minds and imaginations of creatives who understood the necessity of relatable humanity in their characters, which is something that a soulless AI writing aid cannot give. 

I believe it is also why the series I read recently started strong, but then fell off. My theory is that the authors had good ideas, and they wrote without pressure. But then when the ideas took off, the push for more stories, faster, cause them to lose their creativity and rely on technology to help them churn out tales a little too quickly. The end result was that, in addition to losing their creative juices, they also lose readers who would be willing to wait longer between books if it meant having something worth reading. I am no indiscriminate novel reader. The mere trash of the common circulating library I hold in the highest contempt. ~ Jane Austen

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On that note, here's what I read in Feburary. As you can see, there are decidedly fewer books than January (which is why when I do get into a reading binge I just go with it, because at least I haven't fallen behind schedule this way), and they are both in the category of, "Please stop using AI to help you write." I have several other books in progress at the moment, but didn't manage to complete any of them before the month's end. However, I'm still reading something every day, so I'll take that!

1. Loving Lieutenant Lancaster by Sarah Eden - ⭐⭐ In short: repetitive and predictable. I loved the unpredictable nature of the author's writing in Book #1. Book #2 was still different enough to make it enjoyable. By book #3 the plot was obvious and the ending inevitable. The only difference in Book #4 is that it's Linus Lancaster, rather than one of his sisters, whose time it is to quickly fall in love. But when the books are centered around romances, it's not really a surprise for predictability to come into play. And while I still appreciate the purity of the relationships (nothing more than stolen glances, hand holding, and towards the end, a light kiss), it just feels more and more like the books I would have wanted to read in junior high. After four books I've grown weary of love at first sight or infatuation in two weeks. I'll probably read book #5, just to close out the series, and I'll add this caveat: if these were cheaply available in paper format, I would definitely let my younger teenagers read them. {Amazon Associates Link}
   
2. The Valentine Cipher by Anna Elliott and Charles Veley - ⭐⭐⭐ Honestly, more like a 3.5 star, and a decided improvement on the previous book in the series. There were still some repetitive phrases and women with "hair pulled back into severe buns," but overall, it was slightly less Nancy Drew-esque, and who did it wasn't immediately obvious. However, I'm pretty sure Merriweather was British army, and they put him in an American uniform, and towards the end, bad guys were coming out of the woodwork. 😏 It might have been a little excessive. Plus, for Pete's sake, please don't have Nigel or Evie get kidnapped in the next one!! That plot line is getting a little old now. This was one of those "final chance" books before I wrote the series off, and it passed well enough that I'll give the next book a try when it's released. A basic, semi-cozy mystery. {Amazon Associates Link}

What are your feelings about authors who use AI to help them write? Yea or nay?